The other day I was having what I like to call an “I’m mad at life” day.
So I painted. For no one but me. I was tired of everyone telling me what to do and having to live the way I thought everyone expected me to be. I removed myself from painting or creating as I normally do. I tend to think way too hard about what other people want my art to look like. What other people would like or approve of.
So I went a little crazy on this piece. I used whatever medium I felt like using. I’m talking chocolate syrup, dryer sheets, spray paint, charcoal, and even PAM no stick spray. It was great. I even stabbed the canvas with nails just because I felt like it. At first it was really hard for me to get out of my own head and clear my thoughts about what other people are going to think. But as I kept going, I came to the point where all I was hearing was the sound of the stroke of the charcoal on the canvas. I felt connected to my piece.
It took about a week to dry (the chocolate syrup on there is still sticky) and I am in love. This piece reminds me to take the time to free my mind. To get out of the expectations the world has for you and clear your mind. To get back to the basics. To do things for no reason but because you feel like it.
As we grow older I am realizing we have to be intentional about making time for things like this. It doesn’t come as easy as it did when I was a little girl alone in my little world.
Take the time today to do something freeing. Create, explore, take a walk barefoot, dance to your favorite song, sing at the top of your lungs, paint a picture using chocolate syrup! Don’t think about what other people will think or who you will tell after you do it. Just be free. You never know what you will walk away with- it just might turn into something more beautiful than you imagined.